I AM BACK (:
HOHOHO, I AM BACK. Yes, VIVIAN IS BACK!!! (:
haha, lame i know. but yeah, i'm back people. with tons of pictures waiting for me to upload, i'm here tonight just to say I'M BACK. haha! :p
first to say, i left home with just one luggage but came back with 2 luggages, 1 sling bag, 1 big handbag and 4 big carriers. my check-in baggage definitely was over 20kg, and my hand carry was also over 7kg. all i know now is that my hands nearly broke. hahaha!
next is that, taiwan, hongkong and macau was all fun. very enjoyable trip with the company, namely the Kohs plus 3 other friends. i left loaded but came back a broke little young girl. the land of food, shopping and casino is what i call a SIN CITY (:
last of all, it's pretty late now. i havent had a good night rest since the day i was abroad. turn in late and woke up early, that was the trend. top it up with pillow fights with ice creams and beers, that was total chaos. so now back home, i'm gonna shut off all devices of distraction to my beauty sleep and go to sleep (:
great pictures will be up before we say HELLO to 2008, but definitely not in this 2 days. apologies for that and i wish all a late MERRY CHRISTMAS. HOHOHO :D
drop me a msg or ring me up if you need me or you could msn me if you're able to catch me online. thats all for now folks, good night.
and boy, i miss you so (:some times i think friendships are not as strong as what you see. hypocrisy still exists in those whom i trusts and believed to be my good friends. things that they had done are so scary that when you think of them, the world quivers and shivers along with you. these are those whom betray the virtue of trust.
the last goodbye,
it's 0252 now & yes, i'm not asleep. gotta be at airport at 0800, i know. but i've just finish packing my stuffs. haha! :p
i've been updating rather often recently. maybe it's because after meeting him... but anyways, i won't say much. gonna go to bed already. needa wake up at 0630 laters. do miss me when i'm away! gonna be back on the 27th with tons of pictures, wait for me! (:
last but not least, feel free to drop me an sms or a call at my mobile. it'll be 24/7 on for YOU (yes you, whoever's reading this. HAHA!). good night folks! :D
it's definitely not my illusion, i really do miss you.
the secret,
somehow, i come to believe that wishing hard and thinking hard for something does help fulfil one's dreams. maybe not for you, but definitely true for me tonight...it's 19 of Dec now. soon, one night after today will be the night i'm gonna fly. a trip i've anticipated long ago, even before my O's. though with my anticipation, i'm sad to say i've yet to pack my stuffs. and here i am, sitting infront of the comp blogging. hahaha!
had a nice long talk with Jes last night over at my place. woke up late in the morning, settled for lunch and started to do some serious plannings. everything dragged on till early evening which we then headed to tampines. bought some stuffs and we headed to our places separately. i went back to office, to collect Francesca's water. so luckily, got the chance to talk to Mr Charles whilst waiting for Mr ZhiTao. had some serious talk about my current job, but gonna have some hard considerations over the period i'm away...
alrights, not gonna say much. gonna prep for bed and my luggage.. good night,
a night i'll never forget (:
3 more days,
it's not exactly right, but sometimes we just cant help it.had been really busy for the past few weeks. busy till i didn't actually had the time to blog. its already 0214 now and i needa wake up at 0830 laters. have to be in office by 1030. thats hell man. hah.
work today was rather relax. got to office, slacked a little and headed for the Networking-know-how by Mr Charles & Mr Steven. it was really long, but funny. it was about a 2 hours plus session and caught Warlords after that with VE at Vivo. the whole theater was filled with our own people. the feeling was rather excited, and was rather woah. haha. a little amazing with approximately 200 to 300 of us. it was then after group up that we headed to Parklane for arcade and lan games.
its so not me, i know (: lan was funny luh. seeing Mr Charles sooooo stressed out over Dota and Mr Dewey in his sports attire and slippers. haha :D
anyways, yes. 3 days more and i'll be gone from Singapore. off to Taiwan and HongKong. hope that it'll be a fun and fruitful trip. haha! hmmm, yups. think thats all. i've always been such a boring person, updating boring stuffs. good news, i've yet to pack my stuffs for the trip. think i could really die or smth. haha! and yups, i've met Ainsly up ytd like finally.. after a good 2 years of pure saying. haha! very surprising and everything. hah.
yeah yeah, off to bed for now. good night folks (:
is it a disillusion, a hallucination or just a wishful thought of mine? i wish that it isn't wrong, for i hope for it to be real. it has been long since i felt this way, and i really hope that God's not playing a trick on me. tell me you feel that way too, yeah? (:
emo shits,
it's already into a new month,
yet it felt as though i still live in october.
the weariness, the tiredness, the stress;
somewhat ate into me more than i could imagine.
am i really the cut out for that, i wonder.
perhaps i should just give up,
and remain as what i was in the past.
everything was just a dream,
a too-good-to-be-true dream i told myself.
wake up, vivian! wake up!
it seems wrong to have felt that way,
maybe it wasn't even right to start with.
i hope You could be pushing me on from behind,
giving me Your strength, Your courage, Your support.
i really am tired, i really am.
